This post has nothing to do with what you’re seeing out there in the world.
The people that make up the bulk of the masses are having a completely different experience than those that I am addressing here — people like you 🙂
The masses are attracting “the catalysts” they need to be shaken awake from their slumber of unconsciousness.
You however — already awake, are being drawn deeper into your awakening experience. This is equally exciting as it is scary!
Based on my personal experiences this year as well as my communication with the thousands that interact with my content, this article will share…
The Top 3 Awakening Symptoms That Are Changing Everything!
The intention here is to provide you with a guide, confirmation, and a little excitement! — because this year, though challenging, is opening more doors than you can imagine, within yourself, and within your life.
2020 is the most pivotal year any of us have ever lived through and it’s offering a golden opportunity to transform ourselves and our lives in absolutely incredible ways!
Symptom #1 – POWERFUL & Deep Emotional Cleanse
According to Dr. David Hawking there are 3 primary ways we try to “protect ourselves” from our emotions.
Repression… Suppression… and Escape
Repression is an unconscious coping tendency where we stuff our feelings, unknowingly.
Suppression is where we do this stuffing on purpose
& Escape of course is when we run. (usually through drugs, alcohol, and distraction of any type)
None of these are working anymore!
Have you noticed?
The unexpressed emotions that have been stored inside of you, regardless of your chosen coping strategy, are coming up, with a ferocity! Like it or not!
Your life will be unfolding in a PERFECT way (although your mind may disagree :)… but in a perfect way to trigger a release of many of these emotions.
Remaining calm, cool, and stable this year has not been easy, and for many of us, impossible!
& frankly this is exactly what we needed. These heavy emotions have no place and can not exist where we’re going. (5D)
Higher consciousness is calling to us, this evolutionary leap is our destiny and it’s time to move on from the pain and suffering we have allowed to become our “normal.”
This requires a great deal of release, expression, and awareness.
This year has been providing us with tons of all 3!
My advice…
Let yourself feel this year… let yourself cry… allow yourself to to be triggered, and TRUST that your life is unfolding perfectly, always, with your highest good in mind.
This year is a tremendous opportunity to release the core sources of many of our painful cycles, repetitive negative thought loops, and general feelings of unrest, uncertainty, and most notably — unworthiness.
In absence of all of those heavy emotional wounds, we can be free, light, and at peace.
Be patient with yourself this year.
Show love to your inner child that is finally being heard.
Let yourself feel this year.
Symptom #2 — Pushed By Life To Upgrade (& Step Into Your Potential)
Many of you might be reevaluating your ideas about destiny vs. free will. Our mind wonders… which is it?
If we’re free to do and be what we want, why does it sometimes feel like my spirit, or the force of life itself is pushing me so strongly in directions that intimidate me?
After being a personal trainer for over 10 years I started feeling a desire to help people more deeply… in a more spiritual way.
It wasn’t much lag time between the awareness of that desire… and the breaking down of my personal training situation!
It was almost as if life heard my silent prayer… and immediately crashed down with a Kali like thunder, quickly ending the personal training era of my life.
Kali the destroyer — is a Hindu Goddess is known for bringing energy of death, destruction, and plays the role of wiping the slate clean… albeit sometimes unexpectedly and forcefully! — all for the purpose of bringing about a new dawn, a new era.
I started experiencing every imaginable problem or complication a small personal training business owner could have.
I was having issues with my staff, the competition was becoming more fierce, and my desire and passion was being deflated like a tire that’s run over a box of nails on the highway.
I knew that it was time to move on… Life would no longer support me training.
This was incredibly stressful and scary.
I didn’t yet see the NEW path that was being build for me.
For a while I couldn’t see past the smoke and aftermath of my crumbling gym business.
That’s Kali for ya!
The thing is…
Life… or “my higher self” knew that I was ready to embody more of my true self and express that in the world.
This new version of myself was radically different than the old one an in turn my life needed to shift around substantially to allow the new VIctor to emerge!
This breakdown, at the time, was not at all welcomed! In fact, I fought it tooth and nail.
However, I can look back and see that it was a blessing. It was the perfect storm that I needed to step into a new version of myself.
Without it, I would have justified staying put… and unhappy for who knows how long.
The result of this nudge from the universe was a more confident, more abundant, more authentic, and more whole version of myself… (and a dramatically upgraded life situation to reflect these positive changes)
I will never forget the feeling when I stepped foot onto the soft sand of a San Diego beach on a cool November evening with my kids.
We had just traveled across the entire country from Michigan! We persevered through the snowy mountains and several days of traveling… we finally made it.
This was after closing down my gym and embracing a new life in San Diego, helping people with their awakening through my YouTube channel.
It was a LONG break down… filled with stress and uncertainty… but stepping my bare feet into the sand with my children was a true moment of triumph!
It was like I was stepping into a new role, a new life, a new reality –full of hope, wonder, and possibility!
That’s the outcome my friend.
That’s the result of 2020 if you let life have its way with you, and push you to new heights.
Let go…
Trust…
& get ready!
Symptom #3 — Pulled Into Presence
The “collective noise” has never been so loud and disharmonious…
The imbalance of our busy lives is becoming undeniable.
Some people reach out to me and say…
“Vic, it feels like “Time” is speeding up!“
Modern life has many of us feeling like we’re a multi tasking hamster on a wheel that keeps spinning faster and faster and faster!
Our heads spinning!
Our mind racing!
Our bodies pulsating with cortisol, adrenaline, and caffeine!
Houston we have a problem… says our spirit, inner child, and heart.
Nature, presence, and peace is calling to us all!
Nothing has changed…
Life has been this way for quite sometime, the difference is our perception.
You are seeing things more clearly.
You are reading, finally, the writing on the wall!
It’s time for a revolution… of our consciousness.
It’s time to rebel against this dysfunctional, hollow, and spiritless program of MORE… desire… & sprinting towards an imaginary finish line!
What I’m saying is that 2020 might have you feeling a bit stressed, like you have too much on your plate with no end in sight.
You might feel frazzled, overwhelmed, and exhausted.
Jaded, depleted, depressed.
What does this mean?
Does it mean 2020 is just a huge pain in the butt? LOL
No!
These are signs of our prayers being answered.
These are symptoms of our expanding consciousness, growing awareness, and liberation!
As human creatures we naturally move towards that which we think will bring joy, pleasure, and peace… and away from that which we perceive as a threat, uncomfortable, or displeasing.
The more chaos we wake up to… the more compelled we are to take a stance! — to do things differently… to make positive shifts in our lives to bring about more peace, harmony, and serenity.
It’s like a fan that’s slightly off track and emits a low hum that you never notice because it’s always been there.
That low hum has been a “disruptive frequency” in your life.
2020 is spinning that fan faster and faster and consequently making it louder and more annoying!
Finally, we’re waking up in the night asking ourselves…
“What the heck is that awful noise? Something must be done!”
Exactly!
There’s a pulse… of presence… pulling us in.
Into peace
Into stillness
Into truth
Into a life, lived more simply, more mindfully, with more time to stop and really smell those fragrant blooming roses…
and really appreciate the warmth of the sun on our cool skin…
and really feel the joyous energy of LOVE in our hearts for those around us.
There’s a pulse of presence healing us… helping us… and guiding us back home, into our hearts.
The stress and chaos are simply helpful guiding tools that are saying…
You’re going the wrong way!
Look around.
Look within.
Go there 🙂
And then it’s like stepping into a warm bath after ice skating on a cool winter day.
Or sipping a nice glass of red wine by the fire.
Or watching the sun slowly dip below the horizon, casting a glow of quiet and multi colored beauty across the sky.
This is where we’re heading.
This is where the busyness of our lives is trying to point us to.
The good news is we don’t need the luxury cars, flat screen televisions, or designer purses.
We don’t need the corporate status or blue tooth head peace in our ear all day.
We don’t need the six pack abs, the followers, the likes, or the dopamine hits.
We only need food, water, shelter, and companionship.
Our goals are changing because we are changing.
Our intentions are becoming more simple, more heart based, more authentic.
Life will get easier.
Life will get better.
but it requires the radical paradigm shift and deprogramming we are experiencing right NOW in 2020.
It requires that we stand up for ourselves, declutter our lives, make time for peace, and fun, and joy, and laughter.
2020 is the year for a big shift.
But you’re the one that has to make it.
& we can all thank our busy, chaotic life for giving us the little nudge we needed 🙂
We can thank the crazy election, crazy people! – and crazy world we live in.
The whole time it’s been doing us a huge favor by mirroring back to us the truth of what’s really been going on inside.
Now we know.
We are awake!
We have a choice.
2020 can be the most pivotal year ever!
2020 is a gift.
Yes this year has been a hugely pivotal year for me in all the ways you outline. But I’m coming out the other side now and ready to pick up my mission. Thanks for your supportive messages. It’s good to have reflected back what you are feeling. You know you’re not alone.
Right on Shuna, happy to help my friend, and congrats on your readiness to start sharing your purpose with the world, I have. no doubt that it is full of light and awesomeness!
Thank you Victor. Wow. That gave me comfort during a time of, what feels like, free fall. It spoke directly to me and my current experience. I know I am letting go and things are happening, but I am also putting up a fight. Letting go is winning no doubt and I am moving in the intended direction and it's been a wild ride. I am trusting in where spirit is taking me, and us. Thanks again for sharing! 💫
Hey JP, you're very welcome my friend> Best wishes with the letting go… its a process and usually a back and forth kind of thing lol for all of us!
Excellent post. Thank you!
Victor you made me laugh out loud to read how "none of these are working anymore"! ive never been big on drinking but recently i found myself trying to hide behind it and it didnt work! ha ha !
Being so much more sensitive now,i feel pain in a whole new way and was not expecting it to be as bad as it was.I walked my way through it" literally", lots of dog walks! walked and thought walked and thought.
Being a spiritual healer i know how important it is not to feed negative energies but found i just could not help myself from crying and crying,putting pressure on myself not to cry made it worse.I was disappointed with myself,let myself down.
But doing lots of digging around my emotions(with Aarons help)has brought me back to my true vibration,happy again!
It so nice to hear you say"feel your way through this year,and let the tears out" its what i have had to do and you reassure me that its ok for that to happen.I forgive myself!
Thankyou Victor your words are very much appreciated in these strange times!
I feel like im having to learn how to be around other people again and how to cope with all situations all over again! Like a child at preschool ! Roller coaster ride at times! LOL
Hey Louise, thanks for sharing as well my friend. I understand what you're saying too, and I have found that sometimes we allow ourselves to indulge in the darkness… even in full awareness that its not ideal, but in going into it a little… it provides us with necessary motivation to sling shot the other way. Much love to you
Man, I feel this so deeply! Considering my fan started making a funny noise last night and I got offered a corporate management job (which makes me sick to think about taking) at one point those were my dreams. I recently have been pushed to let go of my vices and become more present and authentic instead of just going with the flow, repressing my emotions. Lastly I don’t feel like I can “run” anymore and I am being pushed to trust and transcend current work throughs. Great read! Thanks Vic!
Hey Shaylee! what up! Not sure if you're the one in my coaching group, if so, good to hear from you, and if you're someone else with that lovely. name, welcome! lol – Funny synchronicity with the fan. & best of luck to you on your path.
Thank you Vic, always with the timely advice. <3 I have slowed down and started to really listen to my body. this will sound a bit wierd but i can feel sound now and it's getting more intence. which it cool because I practice Reiki and now working with sound bowls.
Hey Maya, thanks for sharing and of luck with the deepening of your relationship with Reiki and sound. On a side note I LOVE singing bowls! They are so effective for meditation, healing, and they work so fast!
Powerfully put. Thank you Victor. Last night and today i am feeling great intuition. I lay flat on my back on my couch last night and meditated to some soft music. I didn't want it all to end. I couldn't open my eyes. I could go on forever.
Today I followed up on that intuition and went on a test, to discover the truth about it. I spoke to the person i had seen in my intuitive vision. Got my answer and more. There after, in a short video I ended up passionately addressing the issues i had observed around me. I will add it to my 2020 winter gratitude diary on my Facebook page. All this afternoon, my solar plexus is rumbling not from indigestion, but with something else…some creativity?, .something spiritual? a message brewing? . Surely something is in the air this day of 11.20.2020
Hey Rosemary, thanks for sharing my friend. Happy to hear you had a time where you got to sink into the moment and the bliss fo the now 🙂 Best of luck with your creativity growing inside of you, I know its going to fill the world with light and make you super happy. Much love
Thank you Victor.
After a week of feeling fantastic alignment and receiving many signs and messages each day..one of my biggest desires manifested and it was bigger and more abundant than I expected! I felt a bit nauseous afterwords. I took that as a sign that my other desired goals were also manifesting, but instead I received bad news, got played and responded poorly.
I tried the next day to overcorrect and salvage the situation, but everything I did blew up in my face. I'm left feeling physically exhausted, emotionally numb, spiritually abandoned and can't seem to raise my mood through meditation, or rest, or getting out into nature.
My knowing voice inside is telling me to remember nothing happens by coincidence and after a week of spiritual connection and synchronicity.. More good developments are on the way soon. Your post reinforces that for me, so thank you.
Peace & Light my friend.
Sounds like you are learning powerful lessons with these situations. That's how we learn and grow here in the physical, we create what seem to be mistakes, but the key is your awareness, and from that awareness is the option to do it better next time, and you will 🙂
I loved every second of this. I am so not surprised you're an author. I resonate with this and you So Much! 2020 is one heck of an epic climax and its going to be one heck of a glorious and happy ending!! I am in love with the fact that it is no longer speculation… the things we speak of. Everyone can see this. It IS shifting us. I hope you remember how loved you are and how cool it is to be leading people towards inner truth at such a pivotal time in human history. 😎
Thank you Randi, and nice to see your lovely face! Thanks for adding that. Thank you also for your words of encouragement and the reminder to be grateful. I feel grateful to wake up to beautiful comments from thoughtful people like you. Much love to you Randi-Lynne
Thank you for a beautiful well-written message! Your points so resonated for me. ☺️ I'm keeping this article especially as a reminder to keep the chaos in perspective as to the big picture meaning right now.
Thank you Victor for your astute perspectives 👍
Thank you for always being a light when things were dark. There are many souls out there on this journey alone and to know that they are not going insane is amazing. You were one of the first videos I found when I started this crazy and blessed journey. And even now, you still always guide me. I can never thank you enough.x.
Wow I am a spiritual person always have been but I thoughtvi would try affiliate marketing 😅 I couldn't believe what stress and stress about money it put me under I had to sack it it was making me ill as soon as I'd shut it down The Peace Was Amazing im so calm now im getting nudges to do a spiritual based business ive tried that before and didn't get anywhere but maybe the timing is right now crazy how you have to go right round the block to end up in the same place where your supposed to be thanks Victor you made me see where I should be going love and light xx
Victor I have to admit this year has been a challenge ,but I have experienced worse.
I am so thankful for your post and your YouTube videos they are so inspirational. I love have honest and genuine you are with your journey. I still consider myself a newbie with the awakening process, but looking forward to growing more spiritually. Love to you and your family.
Deep breath. Yes this year will be the beginning of the change. Not quite the change expected. This is coming year is what's needed to wake people up Indeed, it's a wake-up to all the people that have taken freedom, our privacy, every right we've been blessed with. It's going to be a wake-up call to many people that let propaganda, emotions, and the lies told to them by people they felt they could trust fool them
But now we've made a choice at the crossroads and there's no turning back. We will have to learn the hard way to appreciate. To be diligent, to realize the harm inaction causes, and what happens when you don't do your own research and simply take the word of someone else and take actions that are decisive and cause harm. This country and everyone in it is headed for change. But it's not going to be the changes you were made to believe. You pushed away what you seemed to be bad and put in place something worse. Hold on tight we are going for quite a ride. As independence turns to complete dependence. And people that have wanted complete control are given it, on a platter. It's a world full of who owns what? And who stands to benefit? If you think the people in charge care about you, the deaths of citizens, immigrants, people losing their businesses, racial unity, your rights, you've been duped. They are the ones causing the division. It was done with what ever means necessary. And at any and all cost. Open your eyes and pay attention. The awakening starts now….it's going to begin happening at a rapid rate.
Wow I am a spiritual person always have been but I thoughtvi would try affiliate marketing 😅 I couldn't believe what stress and stress about money it put me under I had to sack it it was making me ill as soon as I'd shut it down The Peace Was Amazing im so calm now im getting nudges to do a spiritual based business ive tried that before and didn't get anywhere but maybe the timing is right now crazy how you have to go right round the block to end up in the same place where your supposed to be thanks Victor you made me see where I should be going love and light xx
Dear Victor,
Greatfull you manifest in these
time.
You and family.
Immense, full of sense.
ONE IN THAT SPIRIT.
LOVE
Thank you
Much love
Thank you everyone for your amazing comments, it's a blessing to wake up to the love and appreciation. and to hear what's going on in your life. Sounds like everyone is making fast spiritual progress, even in the many different ways. Your comments demonstrate a great deal of awareness and progress. Thanks also to the comments I wasn't able to respond to. I read them and appreciate them as well from the bottom of my heart. Much love to you all!
Thanks for your Insight into The experience in Life present Path to BE Blessed with Self Love is the Answe. THANKS
This year has shown me that I know my self worth… I recently Divorced after 20 yrs of marriage… the funny thing is I thought I was happy when I figured out I wasnt… I been very sick for 5 yrs and was just starting to get more good days then bad.. I forced my then husband to finally change jobs with doing that he found someone who he thought he had feelings for… now I could have moved past that since it was just emotional … but when he started raging on me.. because I was upset with Him ( um anyone married that long and you hear you spouse say I think I have feelings for them.. you be nuts to think that your spouse is going to go.. oh hunny why do you feel that way… um no.. you are going to be pretty frigging mad…
He then called me manipulative.. passive aggressive..and he was disappointed in me…wait weren't you the one with the feelings and your disappointed with me… I found that humorous… he didn't like I chuckled..and tried to scream at me and put me down… I said do you want to try to make this work or not….and no lie…he said yes and like a switch became the man I knew for the last 20 yrs…. this didn't sit well with me..and I observed him a couple of days.. he just acted like nothing had happened for the last month of screaming… and I guess I was supposed to forget that… mmm.. no… I will forgive but I won't forget… I filed for divorce… the face was priceless.. because he really thought that because I was sick that I was going to stay because "I needed" him…. oh hunny … all these years of marriage and you know I have never needed you… I wanted you… and you still thought I needed you? Lol… well I left.. I cried wailed angry.. I couldn't control these emotions if I tried.. but it wasn't just for that marriage but the abusive one before that and my narcissistic parents before that…. those stuffed down emotions all came out…. it took 3 months… but when I got to the other side of all that… my divorced was finalized… I bought a new home… in a rural area an hour from where I lived previously… I moved on easily.. why.. because I knew my self worth… if I didn't I would still be married and manipulated without even knowing it… I wasn't going to be a fool any longer to these types of people… I don't give them the time of day.. as one last ditch effort if trying to make me feel bad about myself… he told me I had a lot to work on .. or all my other relationships I have down the line will be the same.. and end the same… now usually I would have thought God he is right… no this time I laughed yeah I learned a lot from you and how I never want to be like you or your manipulative ways.. but thanks for being concerned about MY relationships… I think I know what to not look for in a person.. thanks for opening my eyes to the truth… and walked away lol… it was a powerful moment..and I knew whatever feelings I was going to purge… I knew I was going to be just fine in my newly thwarted life the universe sure knows how to shake up someone's life.. but this time … I didn't fight it.. this time I moved on quicker because I let go of all my pasts…. and now I have a beautiful home.. food on my table.. friends cheering me on and new opportunities coming my way.. I even had a person fall into my life I never expected to happen any time soon but.. there he is… we are having fun.. laughing… getting to know each other.. and supporting each others new goals.. in a new life that we both were pushed into..thankfully… I have thanked the universe a million times for all it showed me this year…. I'm looking forward to all the new things 2021 will show me…. …see you all when we reach 5 D… ☺💜
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