5 Signs You’re Being “Pushed” By The Universe To Step Into Your Soul’s Mission

I don’t know if it’s my soul’s mission, but I’m definitely being pushed to finally start looking after my health, both mentally and physically. For the last 6 years (2018 was especially terrible!), I was going through such a horrible depression due to living with toxic family members, being psychologically abused every day, I just completely broke down and died inside. I was living on pills and junk food, sleeping every day, and had no idea how much time I just wasted.

Since moving to my new apartment back in March 2018, thanks to a huge sign I received that I was meant to move here, I still felt stuck and couldn’t even unpack my boxes, as everything would make me panic.

Finally after seeing 2 close friends (one of them my ex who I thought was my twin flame), having extremely psychotic breakdowns due to living both with toxic family and isolating themselves from everything, and ending up in hospital, I decided I didn’t want that to happen to me as I was heading that way again… in the last 3 months I just kept to myself however felt stuck again. I still had a lot of unreleased trauma, and couldn’t forgive myself at all for not escaping my family sooner.

I started getting silly little signs from the universe such as constant numbers 222 especially, and signs about looking after myself, for eg. I always used to be interested in health, beauty and skincare, but gave up on everything to the point I hardly ever showered and gave zero cares about how I looked and felt, basically I had a total identity loss!!! I couldn’t even recognize myself in the mirror.

I started winning a lot of skincare and makeup I had to trial and review, which forced me to start looking after my skin again. I was also suffering from extreme post-stress related hair loss, which went on for months, to the extent that I said I’d kill myself if I went bald. Handfuls of hair just kept coming out everytime I washed or brushed it. Only another female would be able to understand how shocking this can be! This forced me to have a look at my diet, and discover the huge amounts of sugar and processed crap I’d been consuming, resulted in dandruff and buildup on my scalp, sebum plugs, basically fungus feeding off the oils on my scalp, as my terrible diet contributed to this. Gross I know!! I either had to completely change my lifestyle or face losing the rest of my hair, plus my skin and overall health, I just looked and felt so awful! Like the Walking Dead! I couldn’t sleep for days at a time and had the worst chronic fatigue, and depression and anxiety as a result.

I made small steps to try and recover my health. All because I kept getting sent funny little signs, like winning skincare, finding the exact right advice I was looking for online (no doctor could help me even after spending $100s of dollars on advice and their products). I managed to fix my hair loss problem on my own, and now I’m very happy to report it finally stopped shedding, and am getting new baby hairs growing back, my skin looks at least 5 years younger, and I’ve completely changed my diet from eating everything processed junk, to a no sugar, low carb, high protein diet with good quality meat and lots of vegetables (I was also anemic and so have to eat meat). I actually love cooking healthy meals now!

Before my apartment was trashed with Uber eats containers and old pizza boxes laying everywhere, it looked like a junkies place! Now I’m being pushed to finally declutter, and I’m actually enjoying the process, whereas before I couldn’t even open one box! I’m finally getting some sleep now (but still working on that – ie. it’s 5am here and I’m still supposed to be asleep!), but I wake up every day now with new energy and look forward to starting doing new activities such as yoga and pilates, in fact a new alternative health centre just opened up right next door to me!

I’ve gone from thinking about suicide nonstop to wanting to create an entire new life, I feel so strongly that this year will be the year of achieving many goals, after YEARS of basically being dead to the world… and all because every time I went online or turned on the TV, there would be some little silly sign which made me go “wow that truly resonates with me! It’s like someone is talking to me. Wtf?!”

This Christmas was the first one in years, where I was finally able to forgive my mum and spend time with her without arguing about absolutely everything. We went out shopping and had lunch, and it was just such a nice time and complete turnover.

Now I’m extremely interested in anything health related, in particular natural alternatives, and plan on finally going on some road trips by myself and spending time in nature for the first time in so many years!

Anyway, sorry for the rambling! There’s just too much to fit in! Your videos also helped me tremendously with my awakening process, even though some days I just wanted to yell “fuck this positive bs! It’s all rubbish!” Haha!

Wishing you both a happy and prosperous new year! Let’s make 2019 our bitch, yeah! ✌💜🙏